“…D— it!  What do you want?!”

We all remember that scene from “The Notebook” well, don’t we?

 

 

 

What are you supposed to do when you don’t know the answer to that question?

I know what I want: I want peace.  I want to feel whole.  I want to feel worthy.  I want to feel like someone will care if I live or die.  I want to feel anything aside the ticking of the clock as the time passes by.  I don’t want life to happen to me; I want to feel … anything.

Because right now…I’m realizing that I don’t feel anything.  Nothing at all.

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